summer's close

hi there!i'm in a super good mood for no apparent reason? hahah i dont know why tis quite strange. school starts tomorrow so i should be crying because this ends my wonderfully dazed and confused summer (have you ever seen dazed and confused? omg such a good quality movie i could watch it over and over again and i actually have.) but its ok i have my outfit all picked, and i just drank some chacolate milk so really its all good hahah.
oh and you know those essays i've been worrying about because i thought they were due on wednesday? yeah turns out they arent due until friday so i have like three whole days of pure procrastination. score!
and i'm not worrying about my adorables because number 1's girl friend goes to a college that's like three hundred miles away, and i mean she's going to meet so many people that there has to be someone that she feels something for right? i mean those are pretty good odds..
and number 2, i'm sure he'll come around soon, i mean he's got to and i sort of have a game plan for him anyways so hopefully that will work out. =]


none of these are my favorite characters from dazed and confused but a couple of them are up there: (l to r) black guy whose name is forget i'm pretty sure this is like the only sccene he's in, benny, pink, and don.

huminah!

blah blah blah. same old same old, i talked to number one a few days ago, i dont know if i said that already? ugggh that breaks my heart.
i start school in two or three days and good news! i almost finished one of those essays that i have for ap gov, and i sparknotesed the entire frankenstein and read all those summaries in one day so that was productive. yeah good. i still have to complete and do another one, and read an entire book for religion. fuck.
but its ok!
i cant wait to go to college. except i'm so scared that someone will forget all about me, and then its like all this now is just nothing.
idk. dogsitting!

the days comings and goings.

so the blink concert today, was canceled and rescheduled for some wednesday in late september right when school is, so yeah. how much does that suck?

adorable update! So i had it all planned out to text adorable 1 on wednesday!? well, now there's no need because he talked to me =]! this is a good sign i guess, i still dont think he really likes me in that sort of way.

i is tired!

Someone who never fails to make me smile.

So there's this kid who i've known since like first grade, he lives on my street, and he's hilarious, but not in the normal way people are funny by being obnoxious, just the things that he takes so seriously and the way he acts is hilarious.
he is so talented too! he's played piano for as long as i've known him, he's a great singer and an even better actor! (no i dont like like him i think he's like asexual anyways because he doesnt like girls and he doesnt like boys, most of the people in my graduating class think he'll probably become a priest )
so abou four years ago he got the idea that our block should have a block party, and my parents thought that was a great idea so they decided to help him with all the legal stuff, and he and my parents became the "Parker Block Party Committee" (a name he came up with).
well two years ago a lady moved to our street named mrs. lajacano, and she wanted to be a part of the Parker Block Party Committee, and Patrick (the kid) let her but was a little suspicious, and said these exact words to me at the St. Joes Rocks Darfur Battle of the Bands,

"I think Mrs. Lajacano is trying to steal my position as chairman of the Parker Block Party Committee, she keeps coming up with what she says are new ideas, that are really just things we've done before, and she sent out her own flyers for the block party after she knew i had already sent out all of mine, you really should come to a Parker Block Party Committee meeting and watch me lay down the law to her."

hahahahahahah he said all of this with a straight face too, keep in mind this is a seventeen year old boy. i just thought it was funny. he said other hilarious things to the same effect but i can only remember bits and pieces of those. he's an awesome kid.

i was just saying all that because today i saw the flyer for the Parker Block Party and when it listed the names of the committee Mrs. Lajacano wasnt there, and i thought to myself, well Patrick must be winning.

Tomorrow is my cousins birthday, and a concert.

so tomorrow, the second of september is a blink-182 concert in cleaveland and i really want to go very VERY badly, but unfortunately i dont have a ticket or way of getting there and it's my cousins fifteenth birthday. so that sucks.the three coolest guys EVER! closely followed by someone else who likes them even more than i do...

just adding on to the last adorable update...

when i was drunk i kind of told one of adorable 2's best friends that i like him and that all his girlfriends have been fat ugly whores. wow.

Just another day.

hi there. it is exactly two thirteen on the first of september. all my sisters are at the zoo, and i was going to go, but then i remembered i really dont like the zoo.
i'm dog sitting again today which is boring, but at least it makes good money, and then later i should probably make some progress with those essays that i have to do, i've already given up on reading Frankenstein and i'm just going to spark notes the entire thing. shhh. hahah. i know i will actually finish those essays because i'm the type of person that cant just not do my homework, but i hope i get an ok grade on them too, because i really want to do well this year in all aspects of my life.

in other news...

my friend has this thing where she gives updates on her soul mates and i really like that and i think i might have to copy her and call it my adorable update, because my two boys are ADORABLE!

adorable number 1 is the one who i absolutely love, i've only known him since like january, but it doesnt matter. anyways he doesnt really have anything, i havent talked to him in a little under a week, but i'm planning on texting him the day after tomorrow (i know i'm a psyco who plans out when they're going to text the person they like, but i dont want to make myself too obvious and all that jazz!) so i cant wait for that!

now adorable number two i've liked since i was in eighth grade, so that kind of a long time, and idk if he knows that i like him (i'm wondering how he could not know because its not like i'm very subtle with my feelings) but since i've liked him he's had like three girlfriends and they've all been fat ugly whores (well i know they're fat and ugly and one was a whore but idk about the others...) and i was really excited for this summer because i thought i would get to see him a lot, and even though i did he has a girlfriend so its not like anything could happen anyways. now she's in college (he's around my age) so i thought for sure they would break up before she left because she's going away but they're trying the whole long distance thing which pretty much sucks big black dick for me. but i mean they have to break up soon it's not like they're going to get married or anything...god i hope they dont get married. and when they do finally break up i'll be there to tell him exactly how i feel! (unless of course number one comes around then this guy is out of the picture, i mean come on i've liked him for this long and i'm pretty sure he knows it, why would i still even give him the time of day?)
anyways i'm not sure i even like him that much anymore, or it could be that i've liked him for so long, now its just a habbit...

hahahah what a sad sad story.